Okay, where to begin... I apologize to everyone here for not making comments or looking at anything in a very long time.
2006 was a very bad year for myself and my family. I'm not saying this for pity or anything, just letting peeps know where I've been and what has been happening.
If you read my past journals you'd know that my Dad has been ill since November 2005, he and my Mom were also in a car accident at the end of that November and he had a stroke on Christmas Day 2005. From there he pretty much went downhill very slowly, had kidney failure and passed away October 17th 2006. He was in the hospital and nursing home throught that whole year. I'm very sad that he is gone, he had a very powerful influence in my life, especially in regards to art. He was a photographer, oil painter, electronics expert and pretty much a jack-of-all-trades. We had our differences, but I miss all the good things about him and always will.
I'm hoping that this year I am able to get some of the joy back that I used to have in doing my artwork. He wouldn't have wanted me to stop, but I just wasn't in the mood.
My Mom seems to be doing better, she is making plans for her future and planning a move to Florida. I'm happy for her that she is doing what she wants to do. She's a great woman.
My sister and I are still having a difficult time with it, I think she's worse than I am...
They say it gets easier over time to deal with this, it seems like it is true sometimes... but then there are always reminders that bring back the tears.
Now that I've depressed everyone, go read somebody elses happy journal.
Here's to a new and happier 2007! I hope everyone is doing well.
Hopefully my next journal will bring better news...
